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~Hayden is not dating/engaged/married to Wladimir Klitschko.
~She has full custody of their daughter Kaya.

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[02 Oct 2012|05:54pm]
October 10th is fastly approaching. So fast, that it is in fact NEXT WEDNESDAY. I have so many emotions and thoughts about this that it may drive me crazy. I've talked about it before and I'm about to talk about it again because all I can seem to do lately is think about October 10th. As I eat, film, talk to family and friends, and do day to day things, it's there in the back of my mind. I can't seem to escape it. Not that I want to, but with the nerves and worries that I have for October 10th, it just seems to be the thing to do. Honestly, I don't sleep well due to the worries and nerves. They are what make me think about it so much. Some days, I wish I could just jump forward to October 11th, just so that I can relax a little. So many people have told me that I don't need to be, that everything will be fine, that it'll be great and that the worrying and stressing over it is unnecessary... I don't believe them. It's just how I am and I will continue not to believe them until I am proven wrong and they are proven right. When those people turn out to be right, they'll give me that "I told you so" look and then just smile at me. Right now, that is what I am hoping for. I am hoping that people can prove me wrong and even though I want that, I cannot help but think the opposite. It just seems to be the easy thing to do right now and it's something I can't escape. My mind is in overdrive and there is just no slowing down. I hope that on October 11th, I'll still have my sanity.

For those who don't know, Nashville premieres on October 10th. All summer, I have spent my time in the city of Nashville, filming what I think could be an amazing series. When I first heard of it, I was all sorts of excited. It was something new for me. Yes, I have been acting since I was six, but this was my opportunity to SING and act. Me being able to sing is not a widely known fact. It's actually only been something that I've done here and there, doing a music video here or singing a song for a movie there. I honestly think only my family and closest friends have known about my singing abilities. So when I got the part of Juliette, I about died of excitement and happiness. This would be my way to try something new and to show people that I can do much more than act. I know that I can, but it's always nice to show people a new side of you when they're so used to the usual side. It has been a blast filming here and with all these amazing and talented people. Every day I have look forward to going to set and filming. That's always a good sign of a good show. But even that doesn't pass my mind when my worries and nerves set in. It has been amazing summer of filming and next Wednesday, everyone will get to see the final product. That is what has my nerves and worries on overdrive.

I can't help but worry that the show won't do well. I mean, yes, so many people have said it's going to be good and it's going to be one of the biggest shows to premiere this fall, but those are only words. What matters the most is what the fans think. Mine and Connie's fans, fans of country music, and fans of a good drama. We'll get our fans to watch no problem. It's hooking those country fans and everyone else. The pilot needs to grab their attention and leave them wanting more. But it's hard to think that it will happen that way. I've seen so many good shows end too early and I'm worried that'll happen to Nashville. It didn't happen with Heroes and I am so happy for that. I was blessed with that show and all of its success. It brought me so many opportunities since then and it introduced me to many amazing people. That shows was truly a blessing and so far, so has Nashville. BUT only time will tell on how long the show will go. Every time I see a commercial for it (which that keeps increasing as I watch TV), I get more nervous as to how it will be taken. Fingers are of course crossed and probably all other cross-able body parts too. This next week is going to be a long one. So apologies to anyone who has to deal with me after my sleepless nights. I may just be a little cranky. I plan on doing my best not think about all the negative, but I cannot make any promises. All I can say is that I am so thankful for my friends because they are the ones who get me through times like this and give me distractions when I need them. Hopefully, this week will fly by and then October 10th will come, with nothing but good things coming from it. I hope many of you watch it and love it. Please do me the favor of at least watching the pilot and giving it a chance. If not for me, watch it for the music.

Here's another look into the show. I know I've talked about the show so much now, that you guys probably can't wait for it to finally start. haha But I had to write about it because I somehow needed to get out everything. I could have talked to friends, but I think they might slap me if I talk about it anymore. haha Have a good week everyone and here's to October 10th being a great day!
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